Conditioned.

So many things happened this week. Hell yeah, I'm missing all of my beloveds. Too many things happened? From shopping to H1N1 cases, Musical cancelled, out with Png, Chun, Jaslyn, cousin's wedding, discussions,blisters, classes, laughter, sadness, exams, tests etc..

Don't you ever feel like just sleeping in for a lil while? I mean, everything is just going too fast, aren't they? Or maybe at least just slow things down. I'm feeling kinda tired with the timing nowadays. Its just buzzing by and the next thing before I know it, its already the next day and the big day has come.

Major exams are next week! My scales and skills isn't getting better. My movements and agility is just getting worse.

Will my hands tremble like the other day ? Oh pffft. I'm really tense just thinking about it. What if I don't make it? Oh, I'll be so dead...

I'm very anxious each night thinking about every single detail that happened today and whats gna happen tmr. I just want to get it done fast! Finish all upcoming exams and then, I'll have a peace mind !

Oh gosh. Just thinking about it now already makes my heart pumping very fast.

Piano next week. Moral support please...
MT oral next week. Tips?
Tilawah Quran next next week.
And I think till then, more class tests will be on its way.

I'm conditioning myself. Its difficult but I guess its worth the try.
& again, my lips are sealed.

And for some freaking reasons, I can't upload a single picture! Annoyed.